I really should be studying right now...like R-E-A-L-L-Y. This weekend is do or die! Coffee and espressos will be my bread and butter for the next 4 days, which is when I take my 1st Exam for this semester. Topics: Endocrine System and Reproductive System. Buckle up!!
~blessings~
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Thursday, September 20, 2007
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
43 Things: Abstain from Online Dating sites for (at least) 1 month (straight)
PERFECT EXPLAINATION...FOUND!
Ok, so, learning and growing blah blah but here’s the thing, I found it in black and white with my own two eyes I tell ya…MY..OWN…2..EYES!!.. http://boomers.msn.com/articleDP.aspx?cp-documentid=422362 (It’s an article written with the ‘boomers’ audience in mind but it really clarifies what I experienced with this guy (in his real early 30’s btw).
After reading that, I deleted his number out of my phone. It’s clear that I don’t need it anymore. I feel sorry for people like that. So hurt, claiming to have rised above it…living in the present…but the way he lives is still defined by his past. It’s so sad. It makes me grateful to have a HUGE heart that heals miracleously as if never bruised once.
I won’t get that phone call and IF I do, what there is there left to say? “I pray someday you meet someone you feel safe enough with to let your guard down”....is enough that I left him with.
As for me? The ‘hunt’ is over. I came to the realization a while ago that it’s unatural for females to chase and hunt and that why we are left with this empty “huh??” feeling when we do. Let the males do what is encoded in their gentics to do! And at the end of the day, when the hunt is successful, and the hunter catches his prey, think back to bibical times. Adam had it all, living in paradise with the woman made of him, for him and YET Eve was the one who was still left unsatisfied. Satisfy yourself first, by yourself and for yourself and then ladies paradise will truely be ours! With OR withOUT Adam!
blessings
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